I’m not sure if I mentioned recently, but I started my online college classes to get my bachelor’s degree in Behavioral Science. This is the first step to getting my teaching certificate to be a full-time teacher. I just finished my first 6 week course and I’m about to start my second class.
It has been interesting trying to balance work, family and class work. So far I have survived and hope it will continue. I have always been a perfectionist, yet I didn’t realize how bad I was until I started getting graded on my course work. The first few grades that I received that were not 100% was a little tough on me. But as time progressed, I was able to rationalize with myself and decided that it would be boring if every grade I got was a 100%. I needed to get some lower grades from time to time to make it a challenge. The funny part is that I am the first to tell my kids that I don’t care if they get straight A’s, I just want them to do their best work. So why did I feel that I had to have straight A’s on my work? Needless to say, in the course of the last 6 weeks, I have decided that as long as I pass the class, I really don’t care if my grade is an A.
This leads me to my reason for writing this. My kids have been very good during this first stage in my college experience. In fact, if it wasn’t for my little study buddy, Ann, I wouldn’t have made some of my deadlines. My sweet little 7-year-old daughter would ask to sit with me when I was doing my course work. I told her as long as she didn’t bother me, I didn’t care. In the end, I am very grateful that she was there. I don’t do very well when I have to read a big amount of text at a time. So I would often doze off when I was in the middle of reading some articles. But my little study buddy was always there to say, “Wake up Mama.” and would even give me a shake if I needed it. So who says your study buddy has to understand the material you are learning? My study buddy is in the 2nd grade and I couldn’t ask for a better one!